Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Sigh, i miss my friends. Well, more precisely, I miss Nic and Lin. You know how great it feels to have two good friends both grounded in Christ that He becomes the pillar of our friendship? and that means we can share things we can't share with other people who don't understand.
I seriously hope we can finally meet this Friday. I miss them loads!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Yes I'm finally back from the lovely holiday in Tokyo and Shenzhen/Hong Kong!
Had much fun there and I JUST ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE COLD WEATHER!
Oh man can i like live there or something?

Anyway, this trip really opened up my eyes to many things.
Like how some of those workers at dad's factory are my age or younger and they have to do all those manual labour stuff. it was really funny, cos the moment we walked in, every single one of them turned and kept staring at us. i felt like a celebrity for once! HAHA.
but it also leaves me to know how blessed i am, which is obviously the intention of my parents for bringing us there. well, it worked!

Sigh those pampering salon trips we had was such an experience too, you can never get that price in sing. AWW I MISS IT!

Anyways, i'm bloggin for a reason again. and that's to rant out my bottled up feelings and thoughts once more!

Okay first things first. There're a few things bugging me. so i'm gonna start with the most recent one.

Damn. school is starting tmr and i havent started on photog assignment 2 and the rest of the dreaded assignments that are due next week! OHMG.

the next thing, i feel like i'm missing out on lots of stuff. i feel like everyone else around me seem to be enjoying themselves, going out and shopping and interacting, while i'm stuck at home. although i do have lots of stuff to do like editing pictures all day today, playing Wii and clearing my room, and exercising and STARTING ON MY ASSIGNMENTS OMG. its really bugging me.
but i long to go out! ): like seriously. i feel like everyone has moved on except me.
although i know i'm really privileged in other terms, like family life. with dad getting a brand new big car, getting to go on a wonderful holiday and having a harmonious family and most importantly God in my life, what more can I ask for right?

well, there always seems to be more that i want than what i have now.
okay i shan't dwell on it, things will get better next year i hope.
here's to a wonderful 2009!

Monday, December 08, 2008

OMG. I can't believe i'm back here blogging again. well, i kinda prefer to have my own personal blog y'know. anyway there's no particular reason why i'm back here. just felt like it, coming back to this blog and relieving the old memories and putting in new ones of course.

Anyway, today afternoon i received a phone call from a distant friend. Someone whom i've not spoken to in ages. It was for a favour of course, since now the exams are drawing near. I think it was kinda awkward at first? or so i felt, at the start. Haha i think i'm great at masking emotions over the phone. Too bad its not like that for me face to face.

So yeah, i wanna know how do i change this blog to be under my new email?
I really want to revamp this blog.
And revamp the whole tone of my previous 15- 16 year old self.
Gosh, when i read back on my old entries, i totally sound like some hyper kid gushing away about something.
Oh well. I have grown. Cliche as it sounds, its true.