i'm finally done with chemistry tuition and gosh i'm feeling so tired for doing any work or studying now . and and there's like TEN tests this week ! someone save me , its so tiring la .
sigh and lets just say last weekend was bad ): but i seriously hope this weekend will be great with dad coming back and a sumptuous family dinner to look forward too and and, the Big Walk on saturday! me and adrina volunteered to help out with the warm ups so we'll be on stage at the padang ! whoa , hahhahah (:

yesyes , anyway that'll be all for now. till then , its nerding :/ and hopefully little spreeing/shopping trips with darlingzx in between !

today today was such a wonderful MISSION ACCOMPLISHED day . so much better than what i've experienced in the past man ! so much better than you! had cell first outside church and then met girlfriend and we bused to town from parkway and headed first to wisma , but unfortunately topshop and f21 was like such a MAJOR disappointment ! anyway then went to isetan , and ohmg we did major spreeing there man , all those pretty tops , gosh and it was such a mission accomplished (: and the best part was when we rushed out to the toilets and did major unpacking from our shopping bags and had crazy laughing fits (:

after that headed down to cityhall's river island . LOVEEE that shop (: spreed on so many accessories , it was such a happy happy day. new clothes , new accessories = taking my mind of things not worth thinking about, like him . huhh! i dont care now , i'm in such a pissed mood , WHATEVER LA ! go do what you want, your life now anyway so why should i care so much . nevermind , i can find happiness in so many other things , like girfriends , shopping and the whole .

i had such fun today, girlfriend , and gosh i cant wait to do it again , even though you know , hahahha ! oh wells . mission accomplished once again (:

and the load of accessories !

i guess i'm taking it better than i'd expected , well thats good right .
keeping myself busy seems to work real well (:
oh but enough about that . now i shall just do whatever i want and whatever i like . no frills no barriers no nothing (:

so then went out shopping with adrina yesterday at vivo . ohmg , it was fantastic , we went crazy spreeing on much accessories (: shades, chains and bangles ! and its extremely addictive too , hahah LOVE IT . andand our crazy laughing fits as usual when we succeded in our plans! then nito met us halfway and headed to eat at superdog before training home . yayyaye can't wait for saturday's plan !

today was some racial harmony thingy at school . we all had to wear like ethinic stuff and all , but then fourseven wore our class tees . its like we created our own race or something , haha . and and its really so comfortable to come to school in a bigbig polo tee , shorts and slippers. we should have this everyday (:

oh and well . like my week last week was practically just horrible and stress-filled . family stuffs and us , i reallly felt i couldnt take it at that time . but well, i got through it, but thinking back i seriosuly hated all those emotions i felt during it . its like a whirlwind, a complete mixup of anger and hurt all trapped inside , and i felt as though i couldn't let it all out , which made it even worse . sigh , now like things are gone and all , and i still miss you. i'm wondering what the future holds . yeah time will tell , but still everythings so so unpredictable . and i cant stand it when things are , there's like no stability, you see . but then again , there's nothing i can do about it .

its all over . everything is over now . i'm trying hard not to think about it , not to think about anything . but its so hard . i dread it when morning comes , when i wake up , i dread that first thought that comes to my head . its like reality sinking in , and it hurts . oh gosh . i'm in a disarray of emotions , i dont know what to do . i just feel like not doing anything , sitting on a gigantic grass patch on a hill , letting time pass by , thinking and reflecting. but then again , like as if there's time to do all that .



God save me .

monday was a real horrible day.

everything just went wrong and things just seem to get blown up and become worse. especially concerning the whole church , family , and you thing .

but things are better now , thank God.
but it could get better, and now i just hope it will .

today was an embarrassing day.
hahahha sigh that picture la ! i must have turned tomato red :/

TRANSFORMERS yesterday with sherrie .
IT WAS REAL REAL GOOD (:
everyone should watch it !
and tomorrow it'll be HARRY POTTER with mich .
haha yayyaye movies movies this whole week round ! (:

forget everything . i'm pissed and i'm tired . i hate all this . i hate today . what a stupid day it was. tsk church .


at least yesterday was perfect, had a super great time yesterday . went to the SP open house with tiff kim val sherrie claire . it was okay la , rather boring actually . so we left quite early and headed down to town with two of tiff's friends and had an early dinner at wisma's food republic . then rushed all the way down to SJI to catch some uniform group parade thingy . we actually ran towards the school HAHA . it was like we went there to watch 8 people fainting, it was prolly too hot , standing there so still for ages. heatstroke , poor thingg! then went back to town for SHOPPING (: (: hahahaha spent a long long time camwhoring at hyatt hotel and at lido all and the bigbig Mango too . yeah wells had such a fun time yesterday (: YAY haha .

haha my week has been great so far ! firstly well , on sunday after service went for such a sumptuous dinner at fish and co (: yayyee then erm , well actually i cant really remember what else happened . ohohh i also went swimming 2 times too ! haha then lets see , oh today at school was the funniest ever ! todays supposed to be wear something green day to save the earth or something for that Live Earth thingy . so then we all wore those shrek ears hairbands from macdonalds cos they were green too . which reminds me of that time when me and adrina had laughing fits because of that ECP macs guy at the counter with the long long fringe and shrek ears ! HAHAH and it was so cute , we looked like a class of little shrekies/shrektykes ! wore those hairbands the whole day long , from recess and lunch we all wore them down in a whole big group of us all walking together . basically, fourseven was the centre of attention the entire day (: took loads of pics and we were all so united too , haha sweet (: FUN ; LAUGHTER .

hmm SP open house tmr
and church on sunday.

which reminds me , UGH ! i'm really quite pissed :/ with that girl .
TSK TSK TSK .

FISH AND CO (:

SAVE THE EARTH DAY !