tomorrows like a half day . yayness . still contemplating if i should go. but then , might be going out with nic and lin . anyways i made such an achievement . i gymed and ran 2km on monday (: HAHA i'm supposed to exercise later but its raining . i'm so in the mood for sleeping . SCHOOL was quite FUN i guess . alot of things happened . silly , crazy things . but i'm too lazy to type it all down here . anyway me and sylvie played this really retarded hitting game . HAHA it was hilarious ! and i dont know whats wrong with my brain . i'm forever having slow reactions . humph this is so unfair .
ANYWAY i think i really need to shop again . its distracting me i tell you . i cant concentrate during class or tuition cos i keep daydreaming about my shopping list ! so tmr i am gonna buy it , i dont care .

SHOPPING LIST !
that roxy/NUM bag
a new WALLET
SHORTS
skinny PANTS
CLOTHES, clothes and more clothes !

i think there's more but i cant remember . oh wells . i just realised this week everyone's mostly been talking bout guys . yeah , including me la . and its another crazy test week . with stupid tests every single day argh . but then , i cant wait for the weekend ! HAHAHAHA i think only i know why (:

today (: first had sol in the morning . sha went with me today so after that we quickly rushed to take the bus to get ready for our choir duty (: it was like so cool . at first i was like having so much fun clapping and singing on stage then suddenly during the second song we had to jump alot then suddenly i had this feeling that i'm almost jumping at the edge of the platform where i'm standing . so i was like so scared and i kept thinking i was gonna fall , cos if i do it'll be infront of EVERYONE and cos i'm standing in the FIRST ROW with no one infront of me , i'll probably trip and fall to the ground . as i kept thinking i was gonna fall , i really did man ! omg it was so so embarrassing but at least i didnt fall FLAT on the ground . i just stumbled and tripped a bit . but that was pai say enough . but luckily nothing happened after that . though i kept having the feeling i was standing at the edge cos when you're jumping , you cant see where the platform ends . anyways i cant wait for the video to come up . its at fcbc's website ! and people told me they saw me appear on the screen quite a few times . but then my hair totally looked like a crazy woman cos of the french braids . so i really hope i dont look stupid cos after we got down , i went to the toilet and my hair looked like it had two fishtails sticking out from behind ! it was horrible ): anyhows . it think i would much prefer to dance instead of doing choir again cos of that standing on the edge phobia of mine . or maybe its just my new shoes .

oh well . after service it was nothing much . we did a great job for choir . and just stayed back to eat and all . yeah i really cant wait to dance again . i mean its like the feeling just makes me so happy to be serving God through dance (:

YESTERDAY
had chinese tuition with mich . but before that went to parkway's mphosis cos they were having a sale ! and i bought this pair of black sandles at such a steal ! but so sad most of the shoes were sold out . cos some of them were really pretty i'm telling you . then well , something happen an we were both mad at each other . so i went home in the end and gymed like crazy . then i realised that this shouldnt go on . and i really thank God for helping me through it . like he's really changed me ever since . so now everyth's cleared . and i'm so glad it is . after tuition , lianne came over to mich's as well . and the three of us exercise like never before . HAHA . then went up and blended our version of apple juice . it was such a healthy day for me so far . UNTIL I CAME HOME AND FOUND AN AWFULLY CHOCOLATE CAKE IN MY FRIDGE AND BEN AND JERRY'S ICECREAM . so i couldnt resist and ate it . wow all my efforts were WASTED ! argh . oh wells . i dont care i'm gonna exercise like mad from now onwards . cos i think i gained weight . HAHA so thats my saturday .

my blog seriously needs updating ! okay so i shall start off now .
CHINESE NEW YEAR 2007

yay skipped schoool on friday to go off to malaysia . went to kl first , didnt do much on the first day , but went shopping at klcc on the second day ! suddenly met my hongkong chinldhood friend and his family . couldnt remember at first until mom told me . gosh , its been like 10 years i think ! anyways i just bought a pair of those pink brazillian flipflops and a few other unimportant stuff . i wasnt really happy cos all the shops closed way early and didnt get to buy much stuff. collected angpaos and headed off to malacca the next day . well , the good thing isthat the taoist alter at my grandma's house has finally been removed ! apparently the pastors came to do house clensing and everyth's much better now . my grandma even got baptised recently wow so on man ! however its kinda like weird cos i just go there and stone cos everyone else is like forever playing their dumb playstations and gameboys ! and it feels so awkward to talk to my other cousins again . its just weird la . i had so much fun with them when everyone was much younger AND without those retarded playstations and nitendos ! ohoh yeah , note to self : i will NEVER marry a guy that is obsessed with video games and develops an enormous round pot belly due to it . he can seriously use the time to work out or something rather than play those games ! oh well . went shopping the next day at the new mall and bought shorts and new cargo pants for dance . but then roxy wasnt opened ! so i couldnt get a new wallet ! anyways nothing much .i'm just happy i collected money to spend ((: HAHA

WEDNESDAY (21/2)
ponned school today too . cos was so tired after i came back and didnt feel like going to school . but then i went shopping ! HAHA cos mom had to pick dad up at suntec so i decided to follow her knowing that there's a NOVO there ! i wanted to get that pair of pumps so badly cos its sold out at parkway and the salesperson told me its sold out everywhere too ! humph cheat my feelings cos i saw it at suntec ! and i bought the purple one (: love it . it was on sale too so i'm doubly happy . then went to buy brazillian flipflops again cos it was on sale and was such a steal !

THURSDAY (22/2)
rushed home after tutorials today to get ready for dance and choir rehearsal at tct ! my tribe will be doing choir this weekend ! but went early to meet meixiu to practise dance first. i was gonna be super late cos i forgot my stupid wallet and i realised it only after i reached the station ! argh so i had to walk ALLLL the way back home and forth ! then rushed like a mad woman . but then when i reached tiong bahru and got on the bus . i noticed this girl kept looking at me and telling the girl beside her something . so i was like okay , do i look weird or what ? and the girl beside her was like covering her face as if she was sleeping but then i can see her mouth moving and i was like so weird man ! then suddenly the girl burst out laughing and it turned out it was MEIXIU ! omg ! and the girl beside her was actually her friend la ! and she purposely coverd herself ! humph haha ! gave me such a shock . but it was all funny ! oh wells anyway went to practise LORD OF ALL , the new song we learnt last week . i like the song man ! then just hanged around and went up to the audi till it was time for my rehearsal . sigh i feel quite sad not dancing cos like they say , my heart is still there , and it definitely is ! then we learnt the actions for the songs and all . i'm in the first row , and standing with sha ! cant wait for this sunday too . then i can also wear my purple pumps with my purple polo tee . HAHA ~ yeah it was fun today and after shawnie sent us home .

AT MAGIC BOX !

TODAY
was so so tired this morning i tell you . but dragged myself to school anyways . i seriously didnt look forward to it cos today there's PE and after school tutorial and then drama and then bio tuiion ! argh , but then HAHA I DIDNT GO FOR DRAMA ! cos well i was so tired sticky and dirty after the whole day and pe , and dont know how i ' m gonna last till night ! and besides i stained so had t go home and bathe and change too . so yeah thats why i'm home now (: anyways today was such a crazy day with dumb bio tutorial turned GY lessons and the stupid sylvie who kept hitting my nehs . and now i'm being called nehneh thanks to tessa . anyways yesterday was worse with talk about hairy stuff and all ! omg i think i'm gonna be late again of i dont go off now . LOVES !

this week has been great so far (: well starting from saturday went for the reunion lunch thing at the really nice condo beside parkway . then after that went to meet mich to do some shpping in town . bought this fox racer back and earrings (: after that had chinese tuition at night . and our teacher did a pedicure for us ! HAHA then after we went swimming and sauna-ing later . omg and you know what ? we almost died in the sauna cos we fell asleep and when we rushed out we were feeling totally dizzy and i felt like i was gonna faint ! omg i'm never sleeping in there again ! then on sunday it was SOL and the usual . nothing much though cos nobody really came then . monday had drama again . tuesday had DOUBLE TUITION . 2 hours each , or else i could have made vday presents ! but oh well wednesday was vday (: after school went to plaza sing for a while then back home for tuition . and today left school early to go to jurong island for the learning journey trip . it was fun though . especially when we played scissors , paper , stone on the bouncy benches ! omg it was hilarious ! and we also tried to squeeze as many people in the discovery tunnel . omg felt like i couldnt breathe properly !~HAHA . the bus ride was super long but it was really comfortable so we all had a really nice afternoon nap . took pics too ! but shall upload it another day .

now i'm just waiting to go for dance later ! YAY finally after a very long time ! tmr i'm going to malaysia to celebrate CNY ! yay shopping too (:also found out that sherrie and shush are going there tmr too . maybe we'll see each other ! haha . and my dear partner sylvie is flying off tmr too so the class will be quite empty ! hah okay till then when i'm back with all my shopping bags !

our pedicured nails !

me lin kim and tiff

in the bus

wth . today was such a stupid day . i've been pissed off so many times . especially about the commotion about my broken mirror . so , broken then broken la ! who cares about the bloody superstitious 7 years of bad luck . thats complete shit . so stop freakin trying to convince me its real . and stop bothering so much . its my mirror anyway . but then it seemed like the bad luck was true when my stupid history cher scolded me for talking , which was about the mirror . like hello ?! i wasnt the only one la ! and i am NOT the one always making the noise and trying to overpower YOUR voice . like wth . what a bitch . so sarcastic somemore . she just happen to see me at that moment what ! argh idiot idiot idiot ! and like thats not the only reason why my day is so extremely shitty . but wells anyway . i've decided that i shant be so nice anymore . it never works . trust me , i've experienced it ! nice girls finish last , so why should i be one ? but i mean of cos i'll still be nice , just not that sweet and kind . please , it sickens me . argh i really feel like just screaming my head off . its like the worst day of my life ! and i've thrown away the mirror . lets hope i've thrown away the stupid bad luck too . BUT STILL , i dont believe in it cos i know GOD wont do that to me . its just a freakin stupid superstition . its so dumb , i'll just be dumber if i believe in it . so there , my horrigible day . well just hope that tmr'll be much better .

i ate this darling to cheer myself up . well , it kinda worked i guess .

its been long darling .
time passes so quickly so many things have happened !
anyways . the first cell outing since long long last saturday. we had dinner at fish and co (: yay but before that went to congre meeting and the word encounter thing .
saturday night ! our planned failed ! oh wells lets do it next time sha (:
then on sunday went for sol and all . kerin came to join us again . after service the four hung out again . but not for long though . then um yeah , basically my whole week was like really tiring .
todays only tuesday but i kept falling asleep in class . well oh well . i'm in need for some fun ! anyways . i MUST look forward to this weekend . reunion lunch on sat . getting through the whole week is tough ! especially when you have cca now . cos , oh yeah ! we've gone back to drama since friday. tired tired . we're now involved in the detention skit as stage managers or some sort .
oh and went for santification week on thursday night.
there's photo taking tmr ohno . must look my BEST .
this week . there were a few angry moments on the way . am i being too sensitive . argh but you people come take advantage of my niceness .well you'll so be seeing a different side of me .
then again , thats all for now . hello to the rest of this tiring week .

sha me and susie . at fish and co . its so blur , but then i dont have the rest yet.

my grilled sambal fish (: