Today was great, but a little heart-wrenching. Met up with Shawn, Tiffany , Sha and Adrina for awhile before service, and seeing them just makes me feel so sad , because now I'm not part of them already. Especially darlings sha and adrina. When I think about all the fun and crazy times we had, and now its going to be gone, I can't help tearing. I miss them so much . Everyone of them, and now we're not going to be that close anymore, beacuse its all different, and kinda difficult too. But anyway after that, they walked me to my new cellgroup , and actually it was quite okay because I already know most of them there. I hope I'll be able to adapt well and stuff, even though its difficult now, but i guess its the best solution.

And today the Paradise band from australia came to play for service. Their songs are so nice, I totally love them ! And today from the sermon I 'm more aware that sin can lead to sickness. And yeah, its so true! After service, most of everyone left and so for cellgroup, rachel pea jenna wenshan and I , drove to the changi industrial park nearby, and went to the exact same shelter that me and him went the first time we met, and the memories flooded back . But whatever la, today was a sunny day, so there's alot of difference compared to last time. Anyway cell was good, and we each took walks with God around the park. and God really spoke to me and made me realise many things, like how life is going to be SO MUCH BETTER without him in it. And i believe that! After that, we found some lovegrass and took pictures with it by the pond. And i must say that park is really nice in a different way, filled with memories.

I think i really drew closer to God after today. The worship, the cellgroup time, the walk with God. All these made me feel much better about everything. And so now, I really hope to get to experience the new situations, the family bond, the fun and laughter that I used to have. Its been ages since I've felt this way. So I thank God, because he made me realise that this would be whats best to happen.