i guess i'm taking it better than i'd expected , well thats good right .
keeping myself busy seems to work real well (:
oh but enough about that . now i shall just do whatever i want and whatever i like . no frills no barriers no nothing (:

so then went out shopping with adrina yesterday at vivo . ohmg , it was fantastic , we went crazy spreeing on much accessories (: shades, chains and bangles ! and its extremely addictive too , hahah LOVE IT . andand our crazy laughing fits as usual when we succeded in our plans! then nito met us halfway and headed to eat at superdog before training home . yayyaye can't wait for saturday's plan !

today was some racial harmony thingy at school . we all had to wear like ethinic stuff and all , but then fourseven wore our class tees . its like we created our own race or something , haha . and and its really so comfortable to come to school in a bigbig polo tee , shorts and slippers. we should have this everyday (:

oh and well . like my week last week was practically just horrible and stress-filled . family stuffs and us , i reallly felt i couldnt take it at that time . but well, i got through it, but thinking back i seriosuly hated all those emotions i felt during it . its like a whirlwind, a complete mixup of anger and hurt all trapped inside , and i felt as though i couldn't let it all out , which made it even worse . sigh , now like things are gone and all , and i still miss you. i'm wondering what the future holds . yeah time will tell , but still everythings so so unpredictable . and i cant stand it when things are , there's like no stability, you see . but then again , there's nothing i can do about it .