yesterday at church it was actually the miracle weekend andfamily carnival too . having the carnival really makes me feel how time has really passed so fast . cos i still remember so clearly the carnival on 25th june ! and how time has already passed soooo fast ! gosh . anyways . today was like kinda a repeat of what happened at the last carnival . all my other cell people were busy or just not there . . that there was this feeling of like , alone-ness again . i mean even though i know that i'm not alone and still have all my cell people and all , but they're just not . . there . if only like my cell was just like so vibrant and bigger and every sunday there would be someone to go home with , and that sense of happiness and family togetherness . but no . there's nothing . the feelings gone . ever since so many people left , things changed , we moved to expo , nothings the same . and its like i feel so . . down bout it . hmmm. ohh wells .

anyways today met chrislyn early at expo to study . then while waiting for her went inside the carnival and looked for dad and hannah . its so nice , just to be a little kid again and not having to worry bout all the complications now , and to have fun at the carnival . sigh . anyways we spent a really loonng time looking for a seat and int he end we went inside hall 10 behind there to do our work on the floor . but actually it was quite comfortable , and also with daniel khong talking bout his life story in the background ! then we were like observing him and all while he was doing the magic tricks . then i was like , i like a guy who can make me laugh . then chrislyn was like yeah , and can humor you with magic tricks too . i think she was referring to daniel . but that really reminded me of someone in the past . . .

but yeah . actually did some work in the comfort of hall 10 ! after that it was time to go in so while waiting , there were these mascots from the children's carnival walking around and one of them was this old grandmama that looked so cute that we both took a pic with it ! hahahs here it is .

the grandma's like so cute !

today's worship was kinda cool cos the PARADISE band from aussie came ! but so weird cos they sang hillsong songs . but anyway i think today's sermon was really cool too ! it wasnt really a sermom , more like ps khong and his family doing magic for us . omg i think its so cool , like you can really see the strong bond of their famliy so close and performing as a family . they're so blessed . thats what i really wanna have . so yeah after service was nothing . just like last time , cos we didnt have cell .

today had english papers 1 and 2 ! the start of exams ! hmm . today was also SUCH a long day ! had chinese tuition first then had 3 hours of bio tuition ! argh . tiring . got no mood for studying already . but i'm gonna miss bio tuition cost its the last lesson today . and the girls laughing bout the guys with all their fashion faux pas like , the vs guy with ULTRA high socks and the VERY VISIBLE panty line !~ omg ! hahas then we were saying that he should wear a gstring to avoid showing unnessecery things . but there's only two reasons why its soooo obvious ! 1. his pants is too high ! 2. his underwear is too tight ! so THERE !