i'm sick ! have been for the whole entire weekend ever since friday night when i started having a real fever ! omg and i got a shock of my life when it reached 39.6 degrees ! sigh in the end couldnt go for congre meeting yesterday ! and didnt go to church today too ! 3 weeks in a row ! first week cos needed to study for history , last week went to msia and this week sick ! and then i cant do hospitality team too ! never mind there's still next week . anyways i so regret being sick ! my head was damn painful and my throat hurts alot too and cant go anywhere . but ohh well i'm feeling better now thanks to my medicine . hope tmr can go school . cos we're getting back all our papers ! so scared bout how i'll do , an d also can discuss about tues with classmates !

anyways despite feeling kinda shitty over the last few days . i'm just glad that people have been praying for me and all (: makes me feel so loved and cared for , as i didnt feel that way over the last week . but i guess now everyth's taking a turn around . i hope . and hope that it'll stay that way too . but dunno if it will for tmr's results . i mean its like when you put in effort and allthen you get some lousy shit results , spoil my entire day ! and some for some people its the complete opposite. like so totally unfair ! ! argh anyways i've realised that sleeping early and getting enough sleep prevents you from feeling hungry too often and getting fat , so thats exactly what i'm gonna do ! SLEEP EARLY ! !