OMG ! i just had the ultimate shock ofmy life ! hahahs ! cos just now while i was on the com in the room , shawnie sha tiffany rachel and nicole came walking inside the room carrying a birthday cake and singing happy birthday to me ! ! ! the moment i saw them i screamed ! cos i so didnt expect them to suddenly just APPEAR in the room ! hahhs i was so touched by my WONDERFUL cell group ! and shawnie affirmed me that even when i'm not in church with them they still love me ! omg so touching ! i felt like crying okay ! hahhas then they said they actually wanted to bring me PORRIDGE ! ! with minced meat ! ! haahhs . luckily they didnt or else . . LOL .

then after eating the cake, which was CHEESE , they started talking bout their hospitality duty experience and all . omg its so fun ! but so sad i only have one week left to do it . oh and we started talking bout baptism names too ! cos when we get baptised we can have new names ! hahas so cool ! so gonna do it soon ! wonder what name should i choose ! hmmm . . vanessa shannon tan ? LOL or vanessa gabrielle tan ? hahahs ! ((: anyways after that they all prayed for me and blessed me with good health and results tmr ! gosh . i really really love them all ! even with the last few weeks i felt as though like didnt feel like going to church and so unloved , i realised that i still have my wonderful family of sisters there for me ! and i really thank GOD for that . it justs makes me smile so much and feel really grateful ! now all this cheerfulness has sorta taken my fever away ! LOL . ohoh and sha is SUCH a dear ! she wants to take me out for dinner at clarke quay on tues after going out with classmates !

anyways just found out from tiff that on tues we're all supposed to bring a DATE out with us ! omg and its all kim's wonderful idea ! i mean WHO am i gonna ask , and isnt the GUY supposed to ask ?! argh see lar now i'm in such a great big dilemma ! argh . and soooo last min then only i know ! whatever man . now the rest of the 9 of us has to go ASK guys when that lucky woman there has been ASKED ! bleah ~

anyways , still i 'm so glad about this afternoon . so touched too , hahhas . i've repeated that so many times but i still mean it loads !