its almost the end of the week again ! hmm. i must say this week has really been both very good and really bad. but anyways i shall start with monday, the first day of school which was ultra-ly HORRIBLE ):

MONDAY

of cos since it was the first day of school after such a nice, wonderful and long hoilday. i felt totally crap bout going back to school ! argh and whats worse is sbout how shit my day was ! wells firstly it happened during cme. and yeah. i shan't talk bout it cos i've already gotten over it with God' s help of cos (: but still that event really traumatised me ! really really ! but its ok already., so of cos on the first day of school there was obviously drama. so as always the four of us, me , michelle, li anne and ethel, didnt wanna go. so we thought we'd just head off to bedok interchange to have lunch and den go back to school after that. so we had a really LONG lunch at long john's AND guess what ? by the time we finaaly ate finish, it was too late to go back since we were sure gonna be late and end up bein sent home. so after that me mich and li anne wanted to continue watching legally blonde 2 , but ethel had to go, as we were watching it halfway during history at school. yeah i noe. watching a bimbo movie during history ? ohh but who cares i totally like that show ! so we went to rent it at lianne's house nearby, and watched the movie. BUT guess what in the end? the 3 of us ended up snoozing for certain parts of the show ! i guess we were all pretty tired. so while there we were also discussing bout tmr, and how shit our day will be AND how shit it was already today ! wells as today's trauma was bad enough, i just couldnt bring myself to go school again. what more the problems now i'm facing adding to the load . so of cos we discussed at nite and den it was settled ! yeah so i also told nic that i wasnt going to school tmr cos had just so much problems and i wanted to take a break. which is VERY true. and surprisingly she was so nice and caring bout it. thank god for her (:

TUESDAY

went to 'school' with mich and li anne today. ok so i took a cab down to li anne's place first since mich wasnt ready yet. so yeah after the 3 of us were in her house, we were actually supposed to get ready and go to east coast and get an mc too. but us being us, as you noe, just couldnt get our butts off the chair and outta the house. so guess wad we spent doing the whole time ? posing for pics and playing around with the cam , we'll put it up in our newly created friendster asccount too ! and we even slept ! SUDDENLY halfway through sleepin, my hp rang ! and it ringing is NOT a goo sign ! and it was my home calling, and that means it was mom !! so of cos i got the ultimate shock of my life ! but i didnt pick it up and i panicked !! so in the end mom smsed me and said to call her cos it was urgent . so we were trying to think of all possibilities on what it was, like accident or someth ?? so in the end i called mom and she told me to come home . so i said ok . so during that i called her a few times and went to have lunch together at nearby eastpoint. and by th e time i came home it was bout 3 plus. but mom brought eugene and hannah to the east coast !! omg luckily we didnt go there ! thanks to our lazy butts for once ! so yeah. had tuition and bathed and had dinner. but thoughout this while , my parents had not said a single thing to me yet. but i already knew what it was, the school called and my parents already noe all bout it. cos mich's one also kena. lucky for li anne, she didnt get any calls at all. but surprisingly they hadnt yelled at me or anything yet.

so after i bathed , dad and mom called me outside to the living room cos they wanted to talk! so yeah i went like really really nervous and all . so i sat down. and the first thing they asked me was ' are you very troubled?' so duh i said yes , cos i really am. den they told me that even hui bo commented during tuition. haiz. what to do? couldnt help feeling so down with all those problems. so they asked me what it was and i didnt wanna tell yet so they asked me whether i knew what i did wrong today. so of cos yeah i nodded. but they were so nice bout it , talked to me calmly and all. so den i poured out everything bout how we planned and what we did. so they asked me my reason for doing so, so of cos it was all those problems. but at first didnt wanna say, so after a long long while, i finally confessed, and den it came. all the tears and everything. i cried like super alot while telling . haiz. so after everything , my parents prayed for me an d everything , prayed really powerfully until i could reaLLY FEEL God's presence and everything. so after praying, i told om alll bout whats going in church no, and especially my cell group. its so saddening. so mom prayed for me again, and this after these two very powerful prayers, i felt so renewed and different ! like God had entered my life once again ! its really such a wonderful feeliing. and so i learnt to trust God with all my heart again, and believe and love him again with all my heart. i just so wanna thank God that my parents didnt even scold me at all even though they were really angry and they even understood my reasons for doing what i did today. i just couldnt ask for more ((: and so i went to school again tmr morning. with MUCH better results ! anyways here are the crazy pics we took !

posing at the 'belt' shop

us smiling at the old days

and for the even older