yayyay tmr's a marking day (: no school (: gonna cut hair and get sa's present with sylvie. anyways today at school! sighhhh now everyone knows . okay maybe not everyone , but more people than i would expect to know , know it . oh wells . i feel really bad about it . and i'm really really sorry for letting you guys down . but i really appreciate it that you all care so much! i really didnt expect it (: but even though you all are quite disappointed in me and stuff , and like you guys said breaking five hearts is worse than breaking one , i'm so sorryyyyy . and i love you guys tons and loads okay! thankyou for still planning to be there for me if things do end badly . but of course hopefully not ! because this time my instincts tell me something else , and i trust it . so yeahh , if not i wouldnt rush into anything too . yeah so again , i love you guys !

sometimes i wish you would stop piling your burdens on me. you have no idea how stressed it makes me feel .

since i already took this step again . i hope i won't have to look back and regret . i'm thinking of new experiences awaiting us. okay wait , that sounds wrong! oh but yeahhh , thats not what i mean la ! hahah something else , something sweet , something fresh , something like a fantasy dreamworld (:

ohohoh yeahh ! me and michelle worked out at her gym today after chinese tuition . yay finally after like dont know how many thousand weeks and hundreds of macdonald's meals and chocolates . hahha . i'm so motivated to keep fit now , but i still need more motivation . so somebody motivate me please!