over slept yesterday so didnt go to school . haha anyways there wasnt anything much . so nothing missed out (:

had chinese tuition early in the morning today . yay only a few more days before i'll be chinese free for the rest of my life . yeah then went to school to get report books . but met up with sylvie first cos we're supposed to see the PRINCIPAL . argh , well thanks to our results la. anyway meeting with principal was like weird and piss offing ! because she laughed at me when i told her my l1r5 and where i wanted to go after o's . she said with my l1r5 , do i even think i can make it to poly ? but still she actually laughed , in a half-hysterical and sarcastic manner ! and she also said quite a few unpleasant thingys to sylvie too . and then when we got up to leave , she screamed 'NEXT!' to ask for the next person who was supposed to go in and see her . like as if she 's some huge celebrity calling out for her fans to come on in . in other words , she totally did not behave like a principal .

then waited real long for mom to come and went upstairs for the meeting with lopez . surprisingly , she was really really nice today . like motivated me and stuff . argh but then , she said that i've become very chatty in class and what not and she even said she's gonna separate me and sylvie soon ! humph nooooo ! but thats not true , its only during her lessons that we talk the most ! haha (: anyway i'm not the last in class (: haha finally made a little improvement there !

anyways i'm bored shit . today there's late night shopping in town! and i'm not there ): there wasnt bio tuition tonight . and i could have GONE shopping instead if mom didnt know about the cancelled tuiton ! argh . and the gss starts today! omg ! nevermind i'm going shopping after chinese o's on monday! cant wait (: yay that can be my motivation !

anyway i'm sick and tired . messing with our minds . saying one thing and meaning the other . i'm not a risk taker . i need assurance . flings are all about risks , not relationships . if you cant give me that , then well . . . is there any point ?