last night. was the first time i ever talked to you for that long . the first time we ever had a socalled 'heart to heart' talk. where we openly shared how we really feel deep down inside. funny how its the first time we talked like that , since we've been together before . but when i was with you, i didnt feel totally loved and secure. thats not how a relationship's supposed to be , but its okay i know you're sorry. i want to trust you , but i dare not . i'm not willing to get hurt again .maybe one day you would just stop loving me and do it again once more. i dont know.