TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF THE HOLIDAYS ):

inside me i'm feeling a little nostalgic , kinda down and yet . i dont know . just been thinking about this whole year . the good and the bad times . anyways talked to sha last night after a very long time . i realised alot of things . somehow i've also come to understand why God put me through so many things this year . all those bad things that happened to me . like my mom finding out stuff and all the quarrels . in the end . it made me closer to GOD and my life's much more in order now . i feel whatever i've went thru she's going thru . so its not merely a coincidence . it happened for a reason . and now i know he's gonna use me mightily . and even as the theme for this year is a year of victory , i can really begin to see already that GOD'S beginning to do his work inside some of us . oh and we talked about how we feel that our cell and tribe or even network should seriously be more involved in church . like you know take part in activities . organise tribe camps and all . join ministries . not just come to church . okay then go home . i mean when i see and hear that other tribes are so united and everyone knows everybody from different tribes from their own network i feel like wah so good ! and its like . for us . its so nuahh . i dont even know anyone that well from my own network outside my tribe ! and you see . the result is . some of us are NOT EVEN GROWING ! cos its bcos of the environment we are in ! its seriously so dead la ! but anyways i shall stop complaining and do something about it . so next week for cell . we're gonna share what we think and what should be done ! and something really should be DONE !

i'm gonna so miss everything ! and when school starts my days are going to be superly packed ! bcos . firstly . there are 7 days in a week . tuesday for chinese tuition with huibo . wednesday for ANOTHER chinese tuition with mich . one day for maths tuition . one day for piano . saturday for chem tution . friday for bio tution ! thursday for dance at night (: oh this one i dont mind (: then prob going to studio wu too . and sunday for church (: i dont mind too (: wow so wonderful man . argh . anyways cca ? i'm giving up on that one already . cos i dont think i have time for it . so i'm just gonna focus on studying super hard . cos NO CCA POINTS TO HELP ME ): but nevermind . its possible . so i dont have to worry about spending HOURS preparing for syf . HAHA anyways honestly my cca is a waste of time . i TRIED going many times before but then , in the end it was a total waste of time so now i'm taking no chances !

I HAVENT FINISHED MY HOMEWORK ! HOW HOW HOW . ? !