today is church day ! (: my fav day of the week cos i get to see my fav people and be at my all time fav place ! HAHAS . early in the morning before church met adrina at tanah merah and we went off to bugis in search for a present . but then we couldnt find it . just walked around bugis street and stuff . and then soon we headed off to raffles city ! love that place and the high class basement ! then we went to chippy and bought food . we were planning to bring them to the soup spoon (: bu then the people making our chicken and calamari rings were SOOOOOO SLOW ! by the time we ate at soup spoon was like 1245 ! ARGH we were so angry . but while waiting took quite a few pics and the fountain there ! then went to soup spoon and ordered the delish minestrone soup ! and made a total mess on the table hahah ! cos we were rushing for time what ! oops . then went to STARBUCKS and bought the caramel frapp cos we fell in love with it when they gave out free samples earlier on (: then rushed to the mrt . stopped at eunos to take a cab to expo cos we were LAATE ! ! then i was so broke ! i feel so guilty cos i used up all my tithes ! so next week i'm gonna give extra , luckily we werent that late yeah . also found out some things from adrina . sigh now i dont know how to trust that person . looks like she's still the same . i mean how hurtful can she be ?! she doesnt even appreciate things at all ! today was lord's supper . then today i really really felt like just getting back at that person. but then i remembered that we have to forgive . though it was really really hard . cos of all the hurt . i tried . i kinda managed to . forgiveness shows thru our actions . it was hard but i tried . though not very successfully . never mind i will learn soon .

after service . me and adrina did someth really crazy . actually she did ! HAHAH shant say what it is . but it was so so funny ! the whole group of them went 'waaahh !' so loudly when they saw what it was ! HAHA . then she left and we went to have cell group . celebrated susie and shawnie's bday today . i think cell was quite good today . shared stuff . lots of things to look forward to in february ! including choir again ! YAY YAY ! fnially get to do choir ! anyways i'm so sad cos my dad wants me to step down from dance asap . then only after o's can continue ! i was heartbroken when i heard it . i mean dance makes my day ! its like my strength and passion and happiness ! ohh wells . i'll see what i can do . at least dance one last time for service right . . initially i was thinkin after g12 conference then i shall stop but then now ! sigh this is so so sad . anyways i'm so happy today ! cos GOD answered my prayer ! HAHA about SOMETHING ! shant say what but then its not enough ! i want more ((: HAHA . oh well then tumpanged a cab ride from shawnie home . thats it then . hope next sunday will be better and happier too . and that i will be able to get through this whole week of 5 WHOLE days of school ! sigh . ARGH . GOD HELP ME ! thanks ((: oh and dad left back for shenzhen already . sigh i feel so sad for him cos it'll be freezing there ~ and i'll miss my dad too ! this is like the first time man ! but after everything that has happened last week . i feel closer to my parents now i guess . okay (: a brand new week ! MUST BE POSITIVE cos i KNOW its gonna be a good week with GOD'S HELP AND FAVOUR ! (: yayness HAHA