heys just came back from touchdance (: came home all by MYSELF hahas yesyes ((: anyways shall talk about yesterday first . met lin at TM for a dessert lunch first then walked around there until nic came . then we took a train to somerset and went to the urban warehouse sale there and i bought a nice pink halter for only $3.90 ! hahas i've decided i'm gonna wear that to the wedding with a white skirt . then walked over to heeren . havent been there in a looonng time . so then we walked around saw some nice shops with pretty dresses (: then we went to cactus and pine and wanted to buy matching hair ties (: hahahs lin wanted this cute little minnie mouse lookalike ribbon one (; hahhs but in the end didnt get it . but we SHALL when school starts . so then walked over to cine where we went in and out of shops and went to blossomz . spent quite long there and nic and lin bought shorts . i think its quite nice lehh hahs i also want . but . . must save money . then they had promotion so there was this free racer back then nic gave it to me , thanks ! ((: then went downstairs to eat . then i realised certain things about myself from them , and yeah i will change ! ! cos you guys mean alot to me and we only have 1 year left with each other . . so yeah ! hahas .

so then we left for home , it'll be the last time we see each othere then cos we're all going for holiday at different times . . so sad no christmas shopping this year ! and found out lin is ALSO going to shenzhen and hongkong too ! hahahs same ! but different times though ): then at night after dinner . mich and lianne came over to exercise . wells it was . . i dont wanna say . anyways i was quite upset . so i decided to share it with nic and lin . and yeah i 'm really glad i did cos i felt sooo much better after that . so i shall do it more often (:

TODAY

met shawnie at paya lebar today then she drove to parkway . had lunch there at the foodcourt . then my tuition friend said she saw me . hahs i miss bio tuition (: okay whatever ! then shawnie told me about her and all and yeah i 've realised that this cant go on anymore ! its been two months . gotta get things right and restore broken fellowships . so i just hope this sunday everything will be great (: then walked around for a bit tried to find my blue hair dye but cant find ! ! argh . but saw temporary blue hair spray instead . . but then i dunno . if really really cant find then i shall try that out ! then shawnie sent me home . oh yeah and the whether was WEIRDD it was raining and then sunny and then raining .

okay then came home quite early . i fell asleep ! woke up at 5.10 ! supposed to meet nic at 530 at tampines mrt then we met and i told her my really horrible nightmare . it was kinda heartbreaking and can really feel that sense of betrayal . and it felt so real cos of everything that happened yesterday . then i woke up tearing , sometimesi feel as though that i'm such a lousy friend . i feel that i cant be counted on . but i cant stand it any longer ! i'm gonna change that !

then went for dance ! went early today at 630 cos was supposed to 'sit in' for chrislyn 's meeting together with meixiu . so then we went but then it was kinda embarrassing cos not in the same tribe or anything so . . we went downstairs to magic box to practise dance steps . hhhas and i never knew meixiu can be so crazy sometimes ! then we went buy dinner at kfc . humph so angry with the waiters , service so slow somemore then never even give us spoon for our mash potato ! argh . then gobbled up our food cos everything was gonna start . today was the combined rehearsal so it was kinda fun (: then yeah not dancing to majesty anymore ): then went to practise and practise our steps and samantha and huihui affirmed me that i have improved in my sharpness and all ! hahas i'm so happy really , that really encouraged me , so i'm gonna do my best for god ! then we talked bout the new year bash again ! ! ! hahahahas i'm so excited ! yayayayayay !! then went up to the audi for combine rehearsal .

THIS WAS THE FUNNIEST PART !

cos this sunday it'll be special cos we'll be singing 'jesus loves me this i know, for the bible tells me so " yeah that song ! hahahs so then whn we were halfway singing , the worship leaders told us to turn to one another and sing it to each other . so then me jiahui and rachel turned to each other when we saw , down the row , meixiu and chrislyn were linking arms and skipping around ! hahas so then the 3 of us held hands in a circle and began to skip around ! ! like little kids ! hahahs omg it was so funny and we were laughing and laughing cos it was just so crazy ! then meixiu and chrislyn came over and the 5 of us began to skip around in one big circle too and laughing away ! hahahs that was the best ! i think we all suddenly became very crazy and acted like little kids cos of the song ! but so sad we cant actually do that on sunday ! or else it'll be so funny ! hahahs so cute .

and wah today was miraculous , i could actually feel myself really involved in just worshipping God . must be all that had happened . . and really today i felt His JOY again ! havent felt that in a long long time . and i'm so happy . then after that had a post briefing and it was all joy and laughter (: and i really thank God so much that i've found his joy again tonight ! so then ended quite early , just before 10 . then me and meixiu just hanged around for a while then walked to the bus stop together . i really wanna dance this sunday ! ! but then if mich is coming then it'll be kinda difficult . haiya . oh wells .

anyway tmr i'm supposed to go to school and meet the vp . but i feel so lazy to ! then so inconvenient and all . argh . so maybe i wont ! hahahs . see first (: nights world !