hmm . i realised that i've been neglecting God lately. and i feel real bad about it . i guess , when things are all tangled up in knots and when i feel like a complete mess , He'll be the one who'll be there for me , giving me the assurance no one else can , mending a broken heart. not that i'm actually having one now la, but yeah . sigh i need Him . to feel the warmth of your embrace again , thats what i need most right now. i'm afraid of the future , because i think i might not be able to handle it well . i need you Lord , to help me . should anything happen. and i'm sorry for everything that i did the past few weeks that hurt you . sigh