i feel so sucky now ): cos mum and dad just went to school to collect my report book and wells lopez like keep on sayin that i'm so blur and forever daydreaming in class. argh!! i mean like what??! a shopaholic just cant HELP thinkin bout shopping and making a mental shopping list in her mind can she? humph. anyways my results just totally sucked. i mean i kinda expected my class position to be the last but i really really didnt expect it to be true. haiz. yeahh and my level positins like superly 10 times worse!! dont wanna talk bout it ! anyways i feel like i'm so not up to standard and if this continues how am i ever gonna cope next year and get into sajc?? okok vanessa. better calm down now and think fast. you've GOTTA soooo buck up!! end of this year i shall aim for all my subjects to be no lower than B4 ! yay okok i must and can do it!! yeahh i seriously need to do all my hw during this hols and when school reopens, i'm gonna pay attention during lessons and work super duper hard!! cant afford to fail. omg but still.. my level position's never been this LOW before!! argh. MUST WORK HARD!