i didnt go to school today (: cos i'm sick HAHA no history test and chinese orals for me today ! anyway i've kinda noticed something in school over the past few days . and yesterday i had a good talk with my dear partner bout it ! and we're both quite alike about it , as in the situation . i mean we were talking about it and i realised that some people just are not aware of their surrounddings at all ! they dont spare a thought about other's feelings and only think of their own selfish selves . i'm not trying to complain or like whine the hell out about it , but its true , and i'm just putting it bluntly .

i've already like tolerated it for so long and yet people dont change . i've tried forgiving but yet the same thing happens again and again . i feel hurt that they dont even realise what they're doing , but then again its not really their fault that they dont know what they're doing to make others feel left out and unimportant . but maybe they're not making an effort to be aware of their surrounddings and people's feelings or maybe they just know and are plain insensitive . i dont even know what to do now and like how to handle the situation , i know i shouldnt bear grudges but everytime it happens again , i'm reminded by what happened the last time and the feeling comes up all over again . i need GOD to help me with this . argh its driving me nuts already and i cant stand it anymore !

i just dont understand why that at least i try my best to make others feel welcome and not leave them out but yet others dont do the same , its so unfair . maybe God's trying to tell me something or let me learn something from this but still , its just so difficult ): oh wells at least i feel sorta better after pouring everything out .

DANCERS (: on G12 sunday