today (: first had sol in the morning . sha went with me today so after that we quickly rushed to take the bus to get ready for our choir duty (: it was like so cool . at first i was like having so much fun clapping and singing on stage then suddenly during the second song we had to jump alot then suddenly i had this feeling that i'm almost jumping at the edge of the platform where i'm standing . so i was like so scared and i kept thinking i was gonna fall , cos if i do it'll be infront of EVERYONE and cos i'm standing in the FIRST ROW with no one infront of me , i'll probably trip and fall to the ground . as i kept thinking i was gonna fall , i really did man ! omg it was so so embarrassing but at least i didnt fall FLAT on the ground . i just stumbled and tripped a bit . but that was pai say enough . but luckily nothing happened after that . though i kept having the feeling i was standing at the edge cos when you're jumping , you cant see where the platform ends . anyways i cant wait for the video to come up . its at fcbc's website ! and people told me they saw me appear on the screen quite a few times . but then my hair totally looked like a crazy woman cos of the french braids . so i really hope i dont look stupid cos after we got down , i went to the toilet and my hair looked like it had two fishtails sticking out from behind ! it was horrible ): anyhows . it think i would much prefer to dance instead of doing choir again cos of that standing on the edge phobia of mine . or maybe its just my new shoes .

oh well . after service it was nothing much . we did a great job for choir . and just stayed back to eat and all . yeah i really cant wait to dance again . i mean its like the feeling just makes me so happy to be serving God through dance (:

YESTERDAY
had chinese tuition with mich . but before that went to parkway's mphosis cos they were having a sale ! and i bought this pair of black sandles at such a steal ! but so sad most of the shoes were sold out . cos some of them were really pretty i'm telling you . then well , something happen an we were both mad at each other . so i went home in the end and gymed like crazy . then i realised that this shouldnt go on . and i really thank God for helping me through it . like he's really changed me ever since . so now everyth's cleared . and i'm so glad it is . after tuition , lianne came over to mich's as well . and the three of us exercise like never before . HAHA . then went up and blended our version of apple juice . it was such a healthy day for me so far . UNTIL I CAME HOME AND FOUND AN AWFULLY CHOCOLATE CAKE IN MY FRIDGE AND BEN AND JERRY'S ICECREAM . so i couldnt resist and ate it . wow all my efforts were WASTED ! argh . oh wells . i dont care i'm gonna exercise like mad from now onwards . cos i think i gained weight . HAHA so thats my saturday .